How many ends do I have to reach, how many shadows do I have to face, how many times do I have to endure before this ends? Be my shelter until the end.
I wish I could see your plan for me in all this but I just can’t seem to be able to peek over the fence.
My spirit has been broken and healed over and over again. I feel myself breaking again and I wish I could stop my decent before I shatter on the ground below.
I want to be the woman that you want me to be but I don’t think I can come through this time. My heart is hurting and I can’t seem to find the will to try and go on. What do you want? What are you trying to do? Make me understand. Please let this fire die down so I can see what is happening and I can breath again. I feel like I have been missing a huge piece of my walk, that I have failed royally but I don’t know what I am missing or what I have failed at. Please reveal it to me.
Let this world slow down so I can find my place with you again.
Help me papa I am lost.
Please be my shelter cause I don’t feel you.
Stay with me until the end.
The end February 6, 2009
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